Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Day 37



So I've been thinking that my one and only post, "How the West was Won" about my trek was a little too much of a tease. People still ask me what i did? and where did you sleep?

I should write in more detail about "what happened" rather than "what i felt"
So I opened up my journal and picked a random day to write about. My page opened straight to day 37.

Day 37- Today, I woke up to a knock on my door. I rolled myself out of bed, and it was Natasha. "Hey whatsup dude! Why is it so blazing hot in here?!" Just then I realized it must have been over 100 degrees in my room- STOP. What am I talking about? I'll give you some context.

Starting in southern california, I hitch-hike my way up the coast into canada, through the British Columbian Mountains into Jasper and Banff. Then south into Montana, through Idaho, and currently, I am in Wyoming. I was in Yellowstone and It was my fourth day in Wyoming. Along the road, I met a few nice girls who work at the Park, one of them at the infamous "Old Faithful Inn". Getting a room here would involve calling 1+ year beforehand to reserve a spot, and about 400 bucks a night. And that's only for a bed and a window. Natasha of course hooked me up with a room and a lovely 3-day tour of Yellowstone. This happens to be the last day. And now back to the story...

"You ready to go?". "Yeah, let's go". So Natasha, Megan, and I drive just a couple miles down the road to a trailhead, and hike to a viewpoint of a sweet waterfall. Being a National Park, doing anything and everything NOT on the trail is a felony. Yet, Natasha said, "Welp, let's go get a closer look!, eh?".

Why not?
So we tumble down the steep cliff to the riverside, take off our shoes, walk on in and get a closer look at the Gem. It was such a beautiful day and the beaming sun was right above the glorious waterfall. It was truly an amazing sight. After checking out some thawed out ice caves up on the hillsides, We return to the Inn to get lunch. As we pull into the Inn driveway, Old faithful is going off. I remember watching it go off twice last night. A remarkable sight leaves you thinking, "what is under me?". Anyway, we're sitting in the restaurant and our friend, Jenny is serving us. Jenny, Megan, and Natasha are all close friends from their hometown, Texas. Anyway, Lunch was a buffet, so I decide to eat SO much, that I wouldn't need to eat anything else all day. Food is a necessity after all...
After engorging myself in bison chili, rice pilaf, trout, BBQ chicken, salad, apple cobbler, huckleberry ice cream, and of course chocolate milk, I pack all my stuff in my old backpack, which I notice has a big rip in it, and walk out the front door. I walk down the steps down to the street. I walk past bison lounging on their dirt holes. I am back on my own. I am back into the wild. I am now, out of the safe zone. "Yellowstone is a magical place with lots of phenomenon I cannot yet explain." My favorite thermal feature is called, "The dragon's mouth". It is a hole on the side of a hill that breathes and screams and throws and bubbles water around. If you try to look in the cave, all you see is steam over black. It's so mysterious...

Once i orient myself, I look north by the road, and put my thumb out facing up and south. The first car to drive past was a little red truck. It pulls over in front of me. The lady sitting in the passenger seat has her arm out pointing towards the back yelling, "get in the back, we'll take you to west thumb!". So I throw my stuff in, and hop on in. Cruising through the beautiful trees and hills and steam from the features, I lay down and watch as I move according to the treetops and clouds. As the truck turns, the angle of the sun changes. Well anyway, they kick me out and keep heading south to Jackson as I head east towards Lake.
I'm at a good turnout sitting waiting. The rate of cars passing by is VERY slow. Only 10 cars past by over a 2 hour period. I was starting to look around for places I can huddle up and camp, When all around me are signs saying, "Danger! no wandering, harmful thermal features". And on the signs was a picture of man sinking into hot acidy liquid. Then I remembered all the stories I heard from Natasha and Jenny about people they knew burning their legs off just from walking off the trail a few feet. I continue to wait for a ride.

Eventually, A truck pulls over and again gives me the "get in the back" signal. Yes! I am moving once again! I sit with the random things in the back of the car. I look through the window to see who has picked me up. What?! A nice happy family consisting of a mom, a dad, and four girls ranging from age 6-12 ish. The family of six was all squeezed in their pickup truck having a good old time in The Park. When I looked inside, the youngest daughter was looking at me smiling in embarrassment. I thought it was kind of funny. I would assume their dad had picked up his fair share of hikers with them. They open up the bed window, and one of middle daughters said, "Is Lake OK?" "Yeah, sounds good". Lake was about 25 miles ahead. So I sit back and enjoy the beautiful ride. As we drive by the side of the Giant Yellowstone Lake, I remember driving this stretch of road a day before. Yellowstone is the biggest lake in such high elevation. 7,700 ft. i believe. Also, there are also features in the lake. This was discovered in the 20's when fishermen were fishing off the side of their boat in the lake. One man felt a bite and as he was pulling up his fish, the tugging stopped. Thinking the fish got away, he reels up his line to find a fully cooked fish on the end of his line.

The family dropped me of at the fishing bridge just east of lake. Jumping our of the truck and throwing my heavy pack back onto my back. I take a deep breath, and start to walk again. Then, the little girl from the car stopped me, and said, "I made something for you"...

"Oh! Thank You! ... *look down* ... Sandy!". I got two things today, what a surprise!

Well anyway, laughing at the cuteness overload, I begin to walk away again. It was starting to get a little late in the day, but I decide to keep moving. I walk and walk and walk looking for a turnout. Looking ahead, there doesn't seem to be one for a while, or at least a couple of miles. So i just throw out my thumb anyways, and the first car I see stops in the middle of the road and offers me a ride. Two guys in their 30's are going to Cody. They went to the park to climb Mt. Washburn, the tallest mountain in the park. They were very interesting people. Both were wearing camo hats, they must be hunters. Montana plates, they probably have moved around a lot not having a good steady job, low on money, explaining their old rusty car. Things were a mess in the backseat with old trash wrappers and beer cans lying around, they must be single. I know this type of people. But... Wait... "I'm a B" playing on the radio?.. I have no good explanation.

We drove the Beautiful Shoshone Forest and the scenery was just unreal! Towering red pinnacles all lined up cubed perfectly. Everything was so baren and dead, yet the cliffs were so alive. It looked like a movie set. It was like someone picked up a piece of the Colorado Plateau and set it here.

I asked if they'd heard of Cedar Mountain Climbing, and one of the guys was familiar with the bouldering scene pretty well. So they dropped me off at the BLM gate and gave me pretty bad directions to the main area. It went something like, "yuh, so yer just gonna walk up this dirt road right up here, right? And um uh, yuh ya just walk on up about a mal or so, and you'll see a dirt plateau. Right thar, yuh, it's right thar".

So I walk up the hill on the dirt road seeing a sign saying "Bureau of Land Management. No fireworks." That also means everything else is legal.
His directions made no sense to me, so I walk until I see a nice flat spot I could camp. I see a trail going to the left that looks flat, and it opens up to a nice plateau full of beautiful golden limestone boulders with strange tufas and features. I find an old firepit at the base of a boulder with a large tall black stain drifting up the wall. This must be a party place for high schoolers, because I also found an old torn up wool sleeping bag, a red nylon adidas handbag, a knife, and some skewers. Jackpot! The sun had been down for a while now, It was a matter of a few minutes until It got dark. So I climb around on the boulders until it got dark. The rock is absolutely bullet strong. Tiny little fingers would stick out of the rock, and when I grabbed one climbing, thinking it would break, I put no weight on it, but it didn't seem to break; I throw more and more weight on the little twig-like limestone feature until just about all my body weight was pressing down on it. WOW! strong rock. I like this place. Yet no water..

Dry as a bone. A very dead bone. I had about 2 liters of water with me. I guess that will have to do for now. With my light, I find firewood, mostly which was old sagebrush roots. I start heating up some water from the fire to make some oatmeal. While eating, I decide to throw all of the wood onto the fire to make it huge! The experience was unreal. Now I have had many fires bigger than this on my trip, but none smelled as nice. None gave me the "just me" feeling as this one did. I felt like rambo sitting by the fire, except I wasn't holding a gun. Ah, the smell of sagebrush is my favorite! It reminds me of fire dancing with my best friends in the creekbeds of the foothills under the Grand Tetons. We shrieked like girls from the sound of the Moose and Bears in the distance. I sing as loud as I could. There must have been no one for miles around. Looking up, I see the usual Wyoming skylight. Amazing. Billions of twinkling, bubbling stars all spinning around makes me dizzy and pathetic, but nice. It was a lot warmer here than Yellowstone. Must have been about 60 degrees out. It was beautiful.
I had not set up my tent, nor sleeping bag, nor anything really. Being a warm night, I am so tired; I lay my head down near the fire. We both drift away into sleep...

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Music is Music...

One day, I recieve a call from a good friend, Trevor Woolley. He invites me to a gun show in Ventura. Why not?

So the saturday comes, and we drive down to the ventura fairgrounds right on the beach. It was a beautiful day for a gun show. Unfornately, after much confusion, we come to the understanding that the gun show was the following weekend, and this weekend was a horse derby. Me, trying to be optimistic, say, "well.. you wanna go to a horse derby instead?". Why not?

So we walk in, neither of us knowing anything about the sport. So we stand and watch and try to guess how it works. A black man in an electric chair rolls past us saying, "excuse me". Well trevor, the most outgoing person you would ever meet, decides to ask him how the spot works. George begins explaining things we already figured out, confirming our theories. The numbers were based off teams with different horses switching off. The horses with the lower odds won you more money. MTB stood for minutes to begin. Things were starting to make sense.

Then George asks us, "hey, you know what I do for a living?". "What?". "I'm a music manager and producer".Trevor and I did not think too much of it, as you find them everywhere around this area. We ask him, "What artists have you worked with?" . "I've worked with Sublime, Guns 'n' roses, Michael Jackson, Snoop Dogg, Master P..." George continues to roll out names like letters in the alphabet, but trevor and I couldn't hear him cause we were laughing so hard! He's crazy! We are talking to a crazy guy! "I'm serious!!.. I'm serious!!.." he kept repeating. The entire time I was laughing from disbelief, although at the end of the day, Trevor and I planned to meet him in his studio in Universal City the next monday to play some music for him. We exchanged numbers and headed on our way. After getting home, rather than opening up my laptop, sitting on the couch, opening the fridge, I decide to pick up my dusty old guitar and give it a strum. It's been a while. Too long. All my songs were rusty. At this point George had mentally gone from a crazy man to a legit sound producer who could open me into the real world of music.

Practice, Practice, Practice. I find myself in my room playing and singing, reading from freshly written lyrics. I was moving once again. I was so excited to drive out go George's studio and show him everything I could wipe on out. Monday comes along, and I wake up from someone calling me. It was George. It was George?!?! George was calling me. Hollywood never calls. Hollywood never cares. I've worked with hollywood music before and they've always been a bunch of jerks. Always, for years and years and years, and now... George is calling me. So, I pick up and say, "hello".

Up and at 'em we go. Trevor and I on the freeway listening to one of my favorite albums, "Nevermind" by Nirvana while holding our demos in our hands, tapping our feet to the music and a big anxious smile on our faces.

Pulling up to the driveway, we see him through the window. My first thought was, "That liar! He can walk, he's just lazy!". He greets us at the door and as we walk in he says, "Okay now you gotta see I'm legit, look at my records..". His apartment was any other ordinary overpriced city apartment. Coffee table, couches, chairs, computers, random guitars lying around. But lo and behold, I look up and the first thing I see is Three Silver records behind a picture of Sublime's debut album. While still holding my guitar, I walk straight up to it, and read it. 3,000,000 copies sold. I look behind me and see Snoop Dogg 2,000,000 records sold. Master P 4,000,000 records sold. I can keep going and going. His phone rings, and before he picks it up, he says, "You know who Jon Moffat is?". "No." "He is one of the greatest drummers in the world. Played for Michael Jackson". Trevor and I's eyes glow as George answers the phone, "Whatup Jon!"

Immediately, the craziness was sucked out of George, and when I look at him with my eyebrows high and a smile, He looks like different. He is a record producer. He's been in the business for over 40 years. So he sits us down, and talks about the life and what was expected out of us in the music industry. I was in such bliss, I didn't care, and told him how passionate I was about music, and how I would cancel anything to work with him. Trevor plays the first half of his songs, and George criticizes him saying, "I like you, and I am interested in working with you". Then my turn. I show him a bit of this and a bit of that. He said I looked very comfortable while playing. I wasn't. I was so nervous. But he labeled the same thing on my forehead, saying, "I like you, and I am very interesting in working with you".

We leave George's studio with plans of calling him and meeting with him separately. I was very excited to get signed by MCA records. My highway to fame with lit up in lights and people we're all pointing down the same road. It was all very strange how quickly it all happened.

That night, I called him, and he said he liked me a lot and really wants to get something started. He suggests to start out with an EP. I also told him about my hitch-hiking adventure. He suggest somehow turning that into a music video. He says, "I know people that could do anything. I got my director, I got my editor, My old friend masters, I manage and produce". I began to consider not returning to school, so I could stay and work with him. I still couldn't be too sure. Because I wanted to go to school and be with my friends there. All my friends from home were elsewhere. School, traveling, touring, living elsewhere. I was in a tough pickle...


I ask friends, parents, and even old teachers what I should do! I pray and pray and ponder and ponder.

Strangely, EVERYTHING was pointing towards backing out on the deal. I got accepting into every class I wanted, I have plans to play drums in my friends band in rexburg. All my friends are there. I don't want to be here.

It was about a week later when I finally came to the realization that I should not take the deal. It was a tuesday afternoon and I'm talking to George on the phone. I tell him I couldn't make it. I tell him about my plans to go out of town for the holidays. He seemed down, and asked, "So when am I going to see you?" I tell him I will call him. As much I would love the opportunity to record with the famous George Refner of MCA in a world historic studio, I just don't want to.

I always say myself growing up rocking out on a stage in front of thousands of people. Singing in a big nice studio with a 70 year old black man who i barely understand producing me. But now that the actual opportunity came up, I just did not want to do it. It's very hard to explain the feelings I felt. I was not nervous, or afraid, or pushed by anyone but myself. And I was pushing myself away from it.

This experience leaves me with three things.

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Now I can say, "Yeah.. MCA wanted me, but I told 'em nahH!"

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I learned something about myself. I love my friends. I love being me. I love doing what I want, and am motivated to do". I don't mind recording from a silly kareoke mic on free software I downloaded five minutes beforehand. I am happy with that. I really am.

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I also replenished my passion for music. It was buried under dust. Lots of dust. This experience was a lovely reminder and wake up call to keep this talent going. I remember my dad always telling me the parable of the talents. Three people were given talents. The first man received one talent, the second man received five, and the third man received ten. Throughout their lives, the second and third man used their talents for good and for pleasure. When their lives are over, the second man ends up with ten talents, and the third man end up with twenty talents. Although the first man was scared of losing his talent, so he buried it so nothing bad could possibly happen to it. But then came and went his life, and at the end of it all, he had forgotten about his talent. It was lost. It has been forgotten. For the rest of my life, I will play and write music. Expressing my emotions from the back of my mind, to the front, to the paper, to the fretboard, to vibrations in the air, to my friends, to my family, to the stages, to the recording booths, to the world. One ear at a time.

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MUSIC IS MUSIC!
BUSINESS IS BUSINESS!
POLITICS ARE POLITICS!
LIFE IS LIFE!
LOVE IS LOVE!
HAPPINESS IS HAPPINESS!

DO NOT CONFUSE ANY OF THESE!!

Our societies media and lifestyles jumble all of these into giant balls of chaos. There is soul and there is purity in everything and once abused, it is scarred. A simple life is a happy life. That's why I said no.

Live alive and healthy my friends!

Thursday, October 28, 2010

How The West Was Won

Well there I have it. 1 trip, 62 days, 90 rides, 7300 miles, millions of epic experiences. How the west was won, I don't know, but I'm sure glad it was.

The original plan for my trip was to start in the west and to end in the east. Instead i find myself soaking up all the antihistamines from the olympic hot springs, Wa., then I find myself chilling in the snows of jasper, AB, literally thousands of miles out of the way. From the dry dry desert of cedar mountain, wyoming to the cold and wild bighorn forest in wyoming for days without end until the snow came. Then I found myself squeezed between the tall red hallways of moab, utah sweating in the shade. I'm Back in portland, Or. for the second time of my trip. Back to the sea. Back to my home.

I look back at my footsteps and i don't see a line, i see circles, and squares, and triangles all crossing over eachother in chaos. My needle couldn't exactly find north, but my head knew, yet I ignored it, and just kept walking. Because I didn't care which way was north, or south, or east, or west.

I documented my trip through videos, 2500+ pictures and 120+ pages of journals say most of it, but my memories have all of it. Documenting this online for others to see is the challenge, though. Literally 100's of hours sitting writing, and editing pictures and posting it all would be quite an experience just to read. Although, (as of now), i am going to be selfish and just give you the highlights of my trip. Writing the FULL experience would take years and maybe one day, I'll decide to devote my time to doing that.

First goes first. Frequently Asked Questions!! When I tell people what i did, they always have questions, who wouldn't? A lot of them tend to be repeated by different people.

Besides a bus ride from Salt Lake City to Portland, Yes i did hitch-hike the whole way.
"Dispersed Camping" is when you camp for free on any National forest or BLM land. It came in handy, and most of my nights, I was sleeping out here, or on the beach.
I did infact meet people who let me stay with them, do laundry, shower, get fed. I did not beg nor ask for anything, or recieve any money for the sake of getting money
Because I wanted to... =]
Yes, i did see wild animals..... 8)
I met many amazing people from literally all over the world that I keep in contact with
For food, I ate dried foods, Pb+J's, and everything i was offered, which was a lot actually.
No, i was not picked up by any creepers
I went alone

From the many different places I saw, I randomly picked out 10 events/places and chose to write about them.

The first is Lost Rocks
I find myself at Flint ridge overlooking the Pacific ocean just south of Klamath, ca. I hike down the thick jungle until I jump down into the sand. And I look up and see acres and acres of gray sand and pebbles and sticks and twigs and empty crab shells and birds flying. I was at Lost Rocks. Lost rocks is partly considered the Redwood NP, but it's a beach. You can literally see for miles up and down the coast. I spent two nights sleeping right under the stars right in the sand. There are big boulders right on the beach which you can climb. Climbing is fun. My first night here, there was a red tide in the waves and the sand. Me and my new friends combed through the sand and see the bright bright green glowing algae. The stars are just as bright. The sound of constant waves is a beautiful sound. It is easy to see and listen and observe because everything is quiet. Yet everything is moving. Around two months after this visit, I return and spend a day here. The sand level rose about 6 feet, which made everything so different. I got lost at the lost coast in a cloud. The moods i received from Lost Rocks were mystic and very positive. This showed me that nature physically affects out minds. Our minds can physical affect, modify, and change the chemistry of nature...
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The Second is meeting Kane
I got a ride from a man named Tony Smith just north of Brookings, Or. He took me to Gold Beach, oregon. After an intense conversation about evolution, god, genesis, etc. he lets me out just south of the town. So I walk through and check out the little coastal town. It's a neat place, but I decide to throw my thumb back out. Almost immediately, a black Ford Explorer pulls over in front of me. As I'm running over, I see a little white dog, then the driver, a man in his mid-forties literally throw the dog in the back. That was when i met Kane, and, by the end of my trip, he ended up becoming one of my best friends. Kane is 47 years old, but has the spirit of a 19-year old. He offered me a ride just up the coast a bit, but we hit it off so quick, he offered me to stay for a couple days so i accept. We spend days up and down the oregon coasts and rivers. He showed me his hometown and just a little bit of what it had to offer. We spent time later north in Portland, oregon. He fed me, let me sleep at his house/hotel room, gave me a handmade flute, a book, lots of food, company, and most importantly, his friendship. Kane is a free spirit and has spent a lot of time traveling, working, living, all around the world (except for south america). Kane is very smart and unlike most people, uses his mind. I like Kane because he always wanted to share. At the end of days we spent together, he would always say, "hey michael, thanks for spending the day with me"...

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The Third is The Tillamook Forest
I find myself leaving the odd, yet beautiful city of Portland, Or. heading west back to the sea. A minivan pulls over with two women in their 30's and offer me a ride. We hit it off very quickly. I could tell when they asked me to drive. One girl recalls the story of her father's murder. He was stabbed by a hitch-hiker right in front of her. After, the hitch-hiker tried stabbing her, but he decided to spare her and kick her out of the car and left. I find it strange, yet kind how trustworthy and forgiving people can be. Anyway, they invite me to go camping with them in the tillamook forest. I learned that the forest has 6 burns all 6 years from each other, and after the last, and worst, one, the forest was almost hopeless. But communities grew together and HAND-planted over 70,000 trees. They also dropped seeds via helicopters. And after a few rains, the forest was back on it's way. Regular logging is done to prevent fires from destroying this beautiful forest. It's beautiful what people can do. 70 years later, I'm sleeping outside in the forest. I walk through the creek and explore the natural dynamics changing over each hillside over each smooth rock the water flows over. I see green moss drooping 3 feet down from each of the fir branches. I see billions of stars peeking through the dark silhouettes of 70 year old trees. I hear the beating of the creek running and returning to the sea just as I always do...

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The Fourth is The Columbia Icefields
I was standing on the train going to downtown Vancouver while I met a man named Marty. I told him I was traveling, and he suggested I take the drive through the Columbia Icefields. Icefields parkway was 650 miles out of my way, but I did it anyway. So I went north a couple hundred more miles until I made it to Jasper, AB. I spent the night on the mountain, enjoyed the cold snow, got a ride down the mountain to the highway, then started walking south with my thumb out. After my deltoid started twitching, I got a ride from a local who makes the Icefield Parkway drive on a regular basis. The drive itself was unlike any other drive I've ever sat through. I turn my head to the right to look out the window, and I swear, right then, my heart skipped a beat. Going up, I see a big blue clean river getting tangled in the canyon, tall and healthy snow-covered green pines and firs, random yellow deciduous trees poke through the steep meadows, stairs of hundreds foot tall crags, each one reminding me of crayon boxes from all the different algae cover, then deep dark black cliffs jetting up and up and up thousands of feet until I have to readjust my seat to see further. Then I see renewed miles widespread white glaciers and icefields hundreds feet tall covering the tops of the peaks as well as pouring from the adjacent canyons. I see gray and white clouds blocking the upper and further peaks. And when I look straight up: A calm blue sky. My eyes were as wide as a boy visiting downtown, Big City for the first time in his life. I did not know there was such a place on this earth, or anywhere for that matter...
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The Fifth is The Plateau
I was hitch-hiking just north of Jackson Hole, Wyoming one afternoon when three girls in their 20's pull over and offer me a ride. They are from the east coast, but spend their summers working on a ranch just outside of Grand Teton NP. They showed me cool areas of Jenny Lake, then they recommend this place right next to the ranch that they call, "The Plateau". So we took a steep windy dirt road up to a hill, and then... The Plateau. This place has the best view and the chance I had to experience it with my own eyes is an honor. I had a perfect view of the 3 teton peaks, mount moran, the snake river, the beautiful foliage and fields and fields of grassland. I sat on a rock and watched the sun go down and the scenery get dimmer and dimmer until billions of stars shine brightly. Bright to to the point where i had no motivation to start a fire nor get my flashlight out. The stars were all twinkling at me as if they were all shouting saying, "hello little man!". I felt SO small and that humbled me. I was just a spec of dust dropping my jaw at a couple pebbles and a few twigs. I really loved feeling that way, and I was pretty satisfied with my little pebbles...
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The Sixth is Yellowstone
I find myself sitting on the highway just south of Yellowstone National Park when a car of 3 girls pulls over. Natasha and Jenny worked at the Old Faithful Inn. Megan was visiting from Texas. The girls were going to take the next couple days off to show Megan the Park. After hitting it off with the girls pretty well, they invite me to join with them for the next couple days. Since Natasha and Jenny had been working at YNP for 3 years, they knew how to get to the tallest waterfalls, or the most peaceful creeksides, or the most inspirational viewpoints. So we went swimming in river rapids, saw geysers and mudpools and thermal features, made fires, saw waterfalls, saw canyons, all as we walked through the giant volcano. Thermal features would scream or roar or steam or spew hot water hundreds of feet into the air. Hot mud bubbles would spew into the air. Hundreds of bison gather together. I had the opportunity to watch "Old faithful" go off in the night as the bright moonlight lit up the steam and the water like a spotlight. Yellowstone could be easily mistaken for another planet. The end of the world begins here...
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The Seventh is Ten Sleep
I feel rain soaking through my water-resistant hood. Expected, being that it's been raining all day. I'm just east of a little Wyoming town called, Ten Sleep. I'd been walking for about 6 miles, when the sun was just going down. Only 1 car would drive by each hour or so. And if i had set my things down to pee, six or seven cars would zoom on by. Then it would quiet down again as I would run back towards the road. Eventually, I find the National Forest campground. I spent my first day climbing with a couple I met there. The climbing here is literally the best climbing I've ever done in my life. So I decide to stay and enjoy the beautiful bullet limestone. The canyon is like hallway. Steep limestone crags on each side, everything was green and yellow due to the blue creek running through the middle of it all. I fell asleep out under the stars with the constant sound of flowing water massaging my tender ears. I enjoyed living off the land. Besides the strangers I met, I talked to no one. I started fires from downed wood and cooked my meals from them. I slept through days of rain, inches of snow, only looking forward to tomorrow and what I will decide to do. It would seem as if I needed nothing, but I was still yet a parasite soaking in all the nutrients from the earth and receiving all the many blessings from God. I stayed at Ten Sleep until the base of the cliffs were covered in snow. Then i kept moving...
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The Eighth is Cape Sebastian
I'm speeding through a steep forest road. I can see it open up ahead. Sure enough, it flattened out, and I was at Cape Sebastian. Kane introduced me to Cape Sebastian. I saw the sun rise here; I saw the sun set here; I felt the clean strong winds blow away my fears as I stopped and gazed miles and miles into the silver sea. I walk through the dense, dark, green, mystical forest until I am overlooking cliffs. Seconds to the sea. Salt Water crashes on the distant rocks hazing visible vapor through the air. It tingled my nose as I grew closer. It smells so good. It smells familiar and homely. Birds, airborne before they dive into the water hit or miss, gather and feed. I drag my feet on the desolate beach sand. I must have been the first one to walk the beach in days because every time I looked back, I saw my mark. A mark saying, "I have been here". Michael Womack was here...
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The Ninth is The Redwood forest
I find myself standing under giants. Scared just in case one of them decided to lift their trunk and squash me. I was in the big city. The big apple of trees. I decide to hike along a couple miles through the forest seeing "Giant Tree" on the way. It was unreal to be in the presence of such large and powerful creatures. Some were isolated; some were conjoined together. Some were young and shorter than me. Some were old; some were over 2500 years old. These trees have been standing tall through all the world wars, through the birth of "america", through the magna carta signing, and some even older than when christ walked the earth. I Walked through the legs of beasts. I left the forest with a tweak in my neck from looking up so much. The redwoods remain a mystery to me...
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The Tenth is Big Sur
I stand on a plateau of green in big sur. Big Sur, Big sur, Big sur. Either you've been here or you havn't. Big sur is truly unlike anything else and Is one of the most epic, beautiful, surreal, mind-boggling, spiritual places in the world. Steep cliffs pour into the ocean as water tries to escape onto the land. I am still standing on a plateau of green. I hear water booming and crashing through every frequency in and out. I hear the roars of elephant seals satisfied from the beaming sun as the same sun brings me to sigh in disbelief and joy. I hear the wind flowing through every grain of sand, every jetting rock of the sea, every blade of long wild grass, and I feel it flowing through me restoring my orientation. I see miles up and down the steep coastline. It is Undisturbed and ignorant. Blissful. I see the water in waves and droplets; One fluid sea moving to and fro moving me. The ocean smells so good. I am also blissful. Kane and I spent time at the esalen institute. We laughed with old and new friends, we ate, we watched the sun set while laying in hot pools over the sea. I witness the sun and the sky and the shadows on everything around me, all moving in one accord, twinkling, flowing, throbbing in grace...
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Everyday on my adventure, I felt God's presence, love, and even humor towards me so much. I lived through miracles whether they were "everyday miracles" or "in the newspapers miracles". After going what I went through, It would be impossible to come home and not be religious. I can personally testify of the truthfulness of prayer and scripture study as it saved my life multiple times...

More of my stories will come up through random conversations or maybe other writings. My life on the road is quite literally another life. It cannot be written down. It cannot be explained. My pictures cannot tell the story. Some of it may be felt through me. But I don't think anyone will ever truly know what I went through. I do not think my experiences can be shared, but I will try...

Well there you have it. 1 trip, 62 days, 90 rides, 7300 miles, millions of epic experiences . How the west was won, I don't know, but I'm sure glad it was.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

19 years


I have recently turned 19 years old. Compared to others, I am young, although i am convinced I have lived quite a long time already.

This is the section of life where there are SO many ups and downs. Friends come close. Friends betray other friends and friends are lost. For the past year, I have slowly kept further and further out of contact with one of my best friends. And recently, things have gotten clearer. He is not what he was. He has lied and has betrayed me and my close friends. But i do not become angry, only sad. Sad that a man, who was once strong and quite close to me is now far from me, weak, and has lost the motivation which kept him moving before.

I have lost a friend.

And this is not the first time. Infact most people I was once close with in my life, I am not close with anyone. It is sad, but it is the truth.

The truth is that people love eachother, and then later on, make the choice to not love them. They say, "i don't have time". It is sad, but the truth.

Was i being cynical..? yes. Now i am going to be optimistic.


When I went to college, I got very poor grades. So poor, the idea of returning is out of the question now. Although, in my experience of moving to a different area, an unfamiliar area and living, I learned more than i have ever learned before. Not about american history, or how exactly to find X. Something, to me, much more vital. I learned many things about life. Social skills, People skills, Nature Skills...

I think it is pathetic that certain people make the choice NOT to hand down the things they've learned to younger generations. This is why i write.

From September to October, I lived at this place called Badger Creek. These 6 weeks were (so far) the best 6 weeks of my life. It was located at the base of the Teton Mountain Range in Idaho on the border of Wyoming. Rolling meadows and hills, and by the creek were patches of pine trees. The roads were dirt and most of the driveways led to abandoned houses. This place had no internet, no cell phone reception, and the closest town was Driggs, about 10 miles away.
The owner of the Ranch was a great man. He always pulled stories out of his sleeve leaving us all jaw-dropped. His name was Brian Ashton. He had a wife and two kids and a dog and they were happier than any other family i had seen. Most of his stories mixed illegal things with love and fate all ending with a pleasant present. He was older, but treated us like friends his own age. One lesson he told me and my friends stood out in particular.

I've forget the context of what he said, but i could not possibly forget how he said it. He did not have a low-pitched voice, but a strong voice nonetheless that peirced your ears and punched your heart with honesty leaving you bittersweet and smiling in truth. He'd say, "You guys are acting like kids! It's totally fine if you want to joke around, but stop joking TO and about other kids. Joke with them. We are friends here, come on". That has stuck with me to this day.

He would never say too much, it was always short and sweet. Quite sweet that his voice would keep replaying in your head for years and years to come.



And from today on, my plans are to learn. To learn from my experiences as well as other's experiences. They could be just as valuable as our own if we look at it so. Every year, we need to renew ourselves and come to terms with our heads. Forgot what our thoughts tell us about reality, and let reality tell us about reality.
Which is why i am going into the real world to visualize reality at it's finest...

Sunday, July 4, 2010

I remember

I have had a horrible memory my whole life.

I did not remember my childhood, my homework, what I had for breakfast, or what I was even doing here.. Not until recently, I have been working on it. It all started while sitting at the Taco Bell in Rexburg, ID with Eric Larney, my roommate. We shared stories with each other about when we were little and the stupid things we did. And after i shared a story, i remember two more. Things that happened 10 years ago only seem like a couple. We were like dogs, ignorant yet blissful, only caring about what we had right then and there and we never planned anything out, ever. And we were happy. We only relied on our parents and teachers. And now my memory is returning. I hope i can write down everything important to me. Doing this opened up a whole new world to me and I feel fresh.
Later, i was walking around BYU-idaho campus and saw a group of children all holding hands walking through the campus. They looked at me, I looked at them, then looked at me. wow! im so old! i remember being in middle school and walking around UCLA with my dad, who was a professor there, and seeing all the old college kids. And now i am one of them.

Life moves and time will never take any time off. If you don't progress with it, it will progress without you.

Now i am working at a kid's camp I walk them around, teach them golf, and swim with them. They are ages 4-12. Seeing them run around mad, hearing them barter candy and chips and golf balls and the wild things they say is funny. Because i remember thinking just like them when i was little.
You and I were just like them.

One day i am going to be writing when i'm an old man seeing young kids in their twenties, thinking, wow, time moves fast... And it will feel like tomorrow..

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Humans and Society

Ah, home in sunny Southern California! Well my life has come far, as it always seems, and it seems i've been to quite a few places. More, i've been to a variety of places. Small beautiful mountain villages to Small hick desert towns to New York to LA. Being raised in a big town, Los Angeles area, I was told not to talk to strangers. Be careful. Plan ahead and bring some money, just in case. This is how i was raised, so i seemed normal; and it is. Then when i turned 18, I moved to the small towns. Being the city boy i was raised, i continued to do as i normally do. don't talk to strangers, be careful, etc. Then when i really explored all of the different towns in idaho, wyoming, and montana, i learned that all of those things are unnecessary. As i've written before in my past blogs, i've hitch-hiked quite a ways in these kinds of areas. I relied on strangers and no, to be honest, i was not careful. You can say i did some pretty stupid things, but i disagree. I think i've done some pretty bold things. Hopping in cars with random strangers. After buying something at the store in town, having a conversation with the employee and after a few minutes, you end up spilling your feelings towards the most intellectual and personal things.
I remember when i went to peru this past summer, I was in a smaller town called Agua Caliente. As i was walking the streets i heard a group of little kids, around age 7 or 8 playing in the street alleyways. They were playing rock paper scissors. They had it worked out like a championship, and whenever the winner won, he put his head up against a wall and started counting, "uno, dos tres, quatro, cinco..". I realized kids are kids no matter where you go. Culture hasn't hit them yet, and they are still natural humans trying to find happiness, which is very human.

We are all human. We all have good intentions. We all have human feelings. We all laugh. We all cry. We all play. We are all humans. Why not treat everyone like your best friend? You know them, so Why not? This is what i've learned. What a wonderful world we live in.
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A couple months ago, i spontaneously went into aaron turley's apartment waking him up, telling him , "get packed, were going camping today" , "isn't it supposed to snow?" , "yeah, doesn't matter"

So we left that day, and i didn't bring a sleeping bag, nor a tent, nor a stove, nor a water purifier. My goal was to eat and drink and sleep. Well to make a long story short, we found some blm land right by the snake river and it was beautiful! we called it the kitchen! We saw baldhead eagles, hawks, moose, muskrat, geese, and more that i can't remember. There were meadows into meadows with streams intertwining everywhere between a slough and a big river. We survived, and at the end of day 2, aaron and I were talking about what we learned. We learned many things but two impacted me a lot.
One was about society. Society allows you to do what you want to do more than what you don't want to do, while everyone else do the things you don't want to do. It works perfectly. Say you love working with computers, but hate working on a farm. Well then work on computers more, and trade that skill for the food from the farmers through something called money! it's so obvious, but the most important thing in life is happiness. fun is nice, but happiness is worth more. In order to get happiness from society, you have to find out what you want to do. If you find out wrong, or don't have the confidence to fulfill what you want to do, then you are going to be stuck doing something you dont want to do and be unhappy. It also allows you to live where you want to live. Whether it be a city or a town in a pretty place or an ugly place. But the important part is to choose correctly what you want to do and where you want to be. The question to answer this is "who are you?"
Two was about senses. We have five senses. Smell, taste, feel, hearing, and sight. I think i've been under utilizing hearing. Whenever i would walk into a forest, i would trample through it, breaking twigs and pushing bushes out of my way. And then i would stop. And listen. And i would hear. There are birds in the sky, in the trees, on the ground. There are rodents under the bushes and in their holes. There is wind coming from the southeast telling me of a storm coming(which it did and it snowed). I would hear water flowing from the snake and water trinkling from the northern streams. I would close my eyes and listen... and it was beautiful.

Well as of now, i only have one person "following" this blog, but hopefully i am getting other readers and if you are reading this, then i dare you to try it. Stop doing what you are doing sometime random through your day and close your eyes and listen. What do you hear? what do your ears tell you? If you listen closely enough, you can learn more from hearing than seeing.
These are only some of my thoughts on humans and society.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Hitch-hiking


Hitch-Hiking: (V) To try to get a ride in a passing vehicle while standing at the side of a road. Generally by either sticking out one's finger or thumb or holding a sign with one's stated destination... thumbing, tramping, hitching, autostop, take a lift, bumming a ride, backpacking, exploring, marching, rambling, walking, wandering...


First I went to jackson. Aaron Turley and I proposed to leave and hitch a ride to jackson, spend the night there, then return the next morning. We had no plan on where to stay or what to eat. I brought one dollar with me.We planned to leave saturday (1/23/10). So i woke up saturday morning at 11p.m. and packed for the day. Aaron and started walking up rexburg to main street, then to 2nd east until we almost hit the road leading to sugar city. We made a sign saying "jackson" hoping someone would be going there. This was the first time either of us have hitch-hiked before, so waiting 15 minutes seemed like forever. Later i learned that a 15 minute wait-time is pretty good. Especially around rexburg. The first car to pick us up was an old industrial white van. The man driving it was in his fifties with a large white beard. Creepy, but we still accepted his ride. He took us to Driggs. Well driggs is one of my favorite places i've ever been to, which is interesting because it has a population of about 1,000 and is completely flat. Although, it is minutes from Grand Targhee and nice people, and anywhere you are, you can see the grand teton range. It's the "pretty side" of the tetons (in my opinion). When you are driving with a complete stranger, it's the most interesting part of the adventure because of the things you talk about. In this case, aaron and the man covered every single small talk subject you can imagine. Small talk for 45 minutes. Can you imagine? Well it wasn't that cold outside, although it was snowing outside pretty hard. There lain about 2 feet of snow on the ground. The Van fishtailed a few times, which was pretty scary. So he dropped us off, and we hung out in Driggs. Ah, Driggs... nice clean cool air. Driggs has one grocery store, one thrift store, one of everything. Except it has three music stores/venues and four outdoor shops. Nice ones, too! So, then it came time for us to continue our journey, so we held up the sign, and during that time of lifting up the sign, the only two cars in the road slammed on their brakes and rolled down their windows. We drove with young mom, and her daughter and her friend. Three girls. Interesting, but okay. They were nice and supportive and with them, we drove over the pass where it was snowing pretty dang hard. We were going about 20 m.p.h. She dropped us off past Wilson basically around nothing. So we got out, and held out our sign again. We were only 6 miles from jackson. Another girl came and picked us up. This time, she was by herself. Her car was crammed full of everything! Ropes, saddles, Flashlights, tarps, anything outdoorsy. She thought it was pretty cool that Aaron and I decided to do our little adventure just for the heck of it. Also, another thing cool about driving with a complete stranger is that you can make up whatever story you want to as far as why you are going to wherever. In this case, aarons and i said "adventure". True. Anyway, she dropped us off in the town square in jackson. We made it! approximately 80 miles! Now we have to look for some place to sleep. Since we had so much time on our hands, we decided to take our time, and find the most luxurious way to be homesless possible. We probably walked about 2 miles around town until we found the perfect location: A parking garage in a little overhead storage unit above some dumpsters. It was perfect minus one flaw, we may encounter people while up there, and they may get mad at us. So we threw our stuff up there and enjoyed jackson. We went to wendy's and the dollar tree. Both things we could have just don in rexburg. Silly, but still worth it.

We slept great! insulated by the cardboard we slept in until about 11 a.m. Getting out of jackson was pretty tough. We walked completely out of town and further for about 30 minutes until a single women picked us up. Her car was really clean. and she was listening to "experimental indie" music. whatever that means... She dropped us off in driggs, where we spent more time. There is this state that one gets in while camping or away from civilization for a while. For me, this inner caveman mein escapes after about 20 hours from civil life. Aaron and I threw downed icicles at stable icicles trying to knock them down, then catch them for about 30 minutes. We looked like idiots. It was cool. It reminds me of children. Whenever you pass an elementary school, the kids have so much fun doing anything! Even if it's just rolling in the grass or mud. In reality, we don't need most of things we have, and that's even for entertainment purposes. I think everyone needs to experience this feeling occasionally. The childlike energy and attitude is priceless!
Anyway, time to go back . We got a ride with these high school ski-bums from Poci-town (pocatello). They said they spent the day skiing at Targhee. It reminded me of my high school, when i would spend entire days climbing with a friend or two. Good times. Anyway, they were chill and took us to North of Rexburg. It was about a 4 mile walk on a perfectly straight road, so it always seemed like you were so close, then twenty minutes later walking, you picked up your head to look, and the skyline looks exactly the same. That is how it feels to walk on a long straight road. I was bored, so i threw out my thumb. This college girl picked us up and took us to the north end of the school, which was just a couple blocks from home. I felt good as i was walking those blocks. Like i wanted something, put forth effort, and got it. I believe this is possible for all tasks. That was end of my first trip, and the beginning of my hitch-hiking career. [160]

"Without faith, there is no hope,
and without hope, there is no life" - me

Saturday morning. I wake up at about 10, and there lies eric, my new roommate, saying, "what do you want to do today?" I say, "Hm.. I dont know" ... ... ... "What do you want to do?" ...
This repeats for about twenty minutes until one of us proposed to go to Driggs! Ah, driggs, you can never say no to driggs. Twenty minutes later we were out the door holding a sign saying "Driggs". We stand in the same spot aaron and I stood a couple months ago. This time it was 40 degrees warmer. (50 degrees). After about 15 minutes (again) , this nice white BMW pulled up behind us, in it were two mexicans, straight from arkansas, but originally from Mexico. They weren't going to Driggs, but they felt nice enough to drive 50 miles out of their way and drop us off. We told him we were going to a wedding. I dont know if he believed us or not being as we had street clothes on carrying no bags going to.... driggs... But it was nice, he listened to his mariachi music the whole way there. Not much conversing went on. And then finally, driggs!

We went to brouhlims and bought some snack food, then played on the roofs of the small inner city buildings. I bought come coconut milk with pulp. mistake. We then christened temple 6, attended our wedding, and decided to give ole badger a visit. just kidding about the wedding. So we threw out the thumbs since Eric lost our sign in the last car we were in. She said she was driving home, to felt. She also made it very clear that hitch-hiking was very dangerous, "'specially 'round these parts" She was a smoker and spoke very very quietly. She said she was born and raised in Victor, but move to felt, because victor was too loud. (Victor has a population of 1,000; Felt has a population of .. 100? tops?) I thought that was funny considering rexburg is a small town of 24,000. She dropped us off right in front of the LC at badger creek. We then reminisced around the ranch. Those times we've had at Badger Creek could very well be the best of times.


All the snow that was still there was melting, so water was everywhere! The little creeks that were dried up in the fall were roaring now! It is always nice to visit old places. Just walking around there made me so happy remembering all these good old memories. The sun was going down and we still hadn't decided what to do. The plan was to try to hitch out of badger, and if not, then we'll come back and sleep in the cabin, then leave early the next morning. Badger creek road is rarely used, infact it's a dirtroad for miles in both directions, so getting a ride would be tough. We went for it anyway, and after about an hour, it was pretty much dark, this old man drove by and stopped. YAY! He was driving home to felt. He thought it was really funny the situation we were in for some reason. I twas kind of funny, but he literally could not stop laughing. For about 10 minutes, he laughed, stopped, turned back and looked at us, then started laughing again. It was weird, i thought he could have been drunk or something. But it was better than nothing considering there are only about 15 cars that drive past there on that road. We were legitimately "In the middle of nowhere" Every other house you passed was abandoned, and the houses that weren't had about 15 broken down cars in front of it and a big old dog laying in the driveway, most likely dead. It is an interesting culture out there in Tetonia. This crazy man dropped us off at the 33 / 32 junction. Also, the middle of nowhere. This time it wascompletely dark and getting really cold. I was glad I was with eric, and not alone. After about 30 minutes waiting (which seemed like forever), The professor picked us up. He worked at the school, but lived a little out of town in hibbard. Another thing that's funny about idaho. The town names are ridiculous. In Utah, it's always names of prophets, or people from the bible. In california, its named after some tree or something hills, something park, or san something, or santa something. But in idaho, it is random short two syllable names. Where do they get these names?! Hibbard, Plano, Rigby, Ririe, Heise, Arco, Elbo, Malta, Almo, I can go on and on and on, but you get it. Anyway, this man was listening to talk radio the whole time. The subject was economics. Everyone is republican out here, which sucks for eric, who is a democrat.
Well he was nice enough to drive us to the our very driveway. And we made it home that night, safe. Now THAT was a good saturday! [260]


"Society lets you do what you WANT to do, and not what you DON'T want to do" - aaron turley

In March, i took a trip to Montana. On this trip, i did not have the adventure of using my thumb, although i had the comfort of being with my friends the whole ride up and down. I LOVED it so much. Montana is such an amazing place. The people are nice, the scenery is beautiful! On that particular trip, I went to Kalispell and stayed with my roommate, Cameron for the weekend. Kalispell is very north. Almost to Canada. We went shooting and had good fun. Another time, i went ice climbing with a group of friends in Bozeman, Mt. Bozeman is more southern, but still awesome. If you ever have a chance to visit Western Montana, DO IT! My second favorite state, right behind California. I promised myself as well as cameron that during spring semester, I would visit before returning home for summer. Well since i decided to come home to california early, I had to visit montana to keep my promise. Also, i had nothing to do, and it was supposed to be beautiful weather. So i made a plan. From Rexburg, ID to Kalispell, Mt and back. A total of around 850 miles. I planned to leave on tuesday, (5/11/10). So i pack for the worst, I was almost expecting to sleep under a freeway and having to make a fire to boil water and cook food. So with my big backpack, early in the morning, i walk across Rexburg. I walk past an elementary school as kids were arriving to school. Mom's thought I was crazy and/or homeless. Well i walk about 3 miles pass the 20 freeway junction and hold up my sign that said "salmon" I wanted to take the scenic route through salmon, then darby, then missoula. After waiting for about 40 minutes in the cold random raining weather, this young guy picked me up. His name was Logan. He said he felt sympathy for me because right when he turned 18, he was homeless for a year living anywhere and everywhere until he settled a little bit. He still looked 18, but he had a car and a job, so he had to be at least 20. He was driving to his work, which was on a farm by the 15 /33 junction. He dropped me there. The only thing around there is a weigh station for trucks and A farm. Everything else was BLM land. There, i crossed the freeway, and waited holding a sign saying salmon for about 70 minutes. I've lost hope on the salmon route, so i decided to take the more populous route, which went north on the 15 to Butte. Then i waited on the freeway entrance for someone to pick me up while holding another sign saying "Butte". This old little truck picked me up. It was this old man that lived in Dubois. He had a big gun and hunting gear in his car. He said he hunted Bear, then offered me some Triscuits. He also said he went the same school, and hitch-hiked home on some weekends. Dubois is about 30 miles up the road. When he dropped me off there, I decided to walk in the gas station to clean up and thaw out. I already looked as homeless as ever. As i walked out of the gas station I looked around. Deja Vu... In the movie Cars, the setting for a large portion of the movie is in this small "Ho-Dunk" town. This town was EXACTLY like it so much that i laughed out loud. People filling up gas definitely thought i was crazy. It was a very small town with basically one street going through the middle of it. Population, maybe a couple hundred, and outside the gas station was being played slow honky-tonk country music. It was all quite a scene. Anyway, i walked to the freeway, held up my "Butte" sign and the first person that saw me pulled over. It was a new small black car with a young guy driving it. He spoke quietly, not very much at all, and smoked a lot. He listened to rap and hard rock. He made about 14 phone calls on our way to Butte. All of them, he was angry and cursed a lot. Being the mischievous little eavesdropper that i am, i listened to some of them finding out that his mom was getting surgery in Helena and he was meeting all of his family there. After a long ride through idaho, then montana. He dropped me off west of Butte at the 15/90 junction. Here, I crossed the freeway underpass, and celebrated montana by eating a yummy pb+j sandwich. Then i found cardboard, where i made yet ANOTHER sign saying Missoula on it. I walked for maybe 20 minutes until i hear a car pull up from behind me. I turn around in excitement and what do i see? An ambulance Car. My thoughts, "....." . I slowly walk up to the window and see a jack russel pop up to the window and the driving yelling, down boy, down. So i hop in. His name was Al. Right when i sat down, his dog hopped right on my lap and stayed there the entire time nice 'n' comfy. I asked him hesistantly what he was driving. he said, "well... an ambulance car. haha!" . "Yeah i know, but.... why?" , "I won it in an auction". Probably the most interesting dialogue I've ever been a part of. He said he takes it camping and it's awesome because there's lots of storage. I look back and in all the drawers, there was tape, and rope, and tarps, and knives, and basically everything you need for any survival situation. He also talked on his phone a lot. Keep in mind throughout our entire conversation his jack russel was still sitting on my lap. I was far enough from Rexburg to where no one recognized the name at all. When i said i was from idaho, they thought Coeur d'Alene, which is at the north tip of idaho, hundred of miles from Rexburg. Anyway, He dropped my off at Deer Lodge, Mt. I get out and continue to hold up my sign and walk. I learned, then to hold it in one arm And stuck out my thumb all in one easy and comfortable arm pose. Gave my left forearm quite the workout. Next, these two hunters in a big truck picked me up. They smoked as well and didn't say much at all. But they both were wearing the same exact hat. All hunters wear this hat. A camo hat. It's a huge style up there. Has been for years... They dropped me off at "The Y", which is on the north end of Missoula. There, i used the restroom at this little diner place, then made yet another pb+j sandwich. The essence of high class, really. It was raining in Missoula while i was there. I left missoula by 3:30 or so and held up my same sign, but on the back sign i wrote my final destination: Kalispell. I walk, and then this man picks me up in an old astro-van. I'm Not going to lie, this guy looked like a creep. Essence of creep, and when I opened his backseat to put my stuff in, I felt natious. The back was completely empty, but covered in dirt and mud and trash and more things that I could not tell you what they were nor give a nice description. Only a gross description. I was very hesitant about getting obviously. But I decided to anyway, he still looked human. He turned out to be a very nice man actually. He said he owns a book store is Missoula (Zoo-town) and lives at the base of these beautiful mountains north of town, which is where he was driving me. He was a nice guy, very human. Enjoyed life in it's most simplistic way, which I respect highly. He told me how he had to hitch-hike from Missoula to Glendale, ca. and back. He said he got stuck in Nevada for 16 hours one time. Right when he dropped me off and i held up my sign again, The very first car that passed picked me up. It was this really cool guy! Immediately, he gets out and clears out his back for me to put my bag in. I forgot his name, but he said he was born and raised in St. Ignatius, Mt. , then recently moved to Polson. He said he likes summers because all the "college babes come back". He was in his early twenties, decided not to go to college, but worked construction. He helped build this 18 million dollar bridge by Missoula. It was made so animals can cross the freeway without being hit by a car. He said a camera was set up and they saw bears, elks, moose, EVERYTHING cross that bridge and it worked very well. He said he makes 29 an hour doing fences. When we were driving, he talked to me like he was a tour guide. "Now, we are entering Ronan"... He stopped there and bought a couple beers. One for me. I declined, but he drank his as he drove. He was only taking small sips probably just for my sake. He told me how all the lakes get super hot over summer, but this one lake in the canyon gets smooth and this giant 1000 foot rock face is on the side and you can climb up as high as you want, then jump off into the cool lake. He also told me how he was ice-fishing in Flathead Lake and went about 4 hours without catching anything, then at the end of the day catched a 45 pound 27 inch Lake Trout. He also told me how this one burger shop gets a lot of service, but it's weird, "cuz it's disgusting mannn". Anyway, we had a good talk and he showed me the entire area very nicely and dropped me off in Polson. Polson is also one of my favorite places. Small little lake town by Flathead Lake with a lot of gift shops and family owned restaurants. A "cute" little town. Flathead lake is the cleanest lake i've ever seen. You can see straight through it. I ended up driving by it for the next hour with Fernando. He was from San Jose, Ca. and was just doing business in Kalispell. He flew in to Missoula, rented a car, and drove the rest of the way to Kalispell. He was quite the blabbermouth. He told me everything about his life. He dropped out of high school in 9th grade and bought a house, fixed it and sold it for more. Continued to buy and sell property and land, until he was a millionaire, then continued. He invested about 3 million into this new coffee thing he is doing now. He takes trips down to Mexico and wants to get his company legitimate so he can sell global. I think he could do it. That man is very persistent, smart, risky, and very full of himself. He told me sooo much i can write a lot more about him, but you get the point. I told him (as well as most people driving me) that I lived in Kalispell and was going home, just so I seem as least kind of normal. Well we bonded enough to the point where he was willing to drop me off at Cameron's house in Kalispell until I realized i didn't really know where exactly his house was, so he just dropped me off in a corner. Then Cameron and Quin came and Picked me up and took me home and fed me dinner and it tasted amazing! a lot better than a dusty pb+j for sure! While in Kalispell, I spent a lot of time with Quin, and Mark, and obviously Cameron, and his family, and met some of his other friends. We went hiking in Lone Pine State Park, longboarded ALL over Kalispell. We went down this one hill in particular. It was this farm road that no one drove on, but it was recently paved smooth; it was a nice long gradual hill. When we finished the ride, we were still in kalispell, but on the outskirts of town. There were farms around us. Then cameron said "This is my favorite part of Kalispell, no. This is my favorite place in all of Montana" I looked around and saw farms. Straight lines out of the dirt, beautiful abandoned house, lit up farmhomes, you could practically smell the fresh stew made with love in the homes. I saw small patches of new trees. Scattered old trees on their last couple years. I saw time and history preserved. I saw nothing i'd ever seen before. I looked over at cameron, he was looking around with a big smile on his face. I have places like that in California, so i understood him.


The next day, we went to Glacier National Park. It is a 35 minute drive from Kalispell. It is so beautiful! Just like every National Park. Lots of rock, mountains, big rivers, but what i liked most about it was how clean it was. Yosemite gets lots of attention and so do most National parks, but this one was different. The water is clear. The trees are green. The ground is brown. The rocks are rugged, exposed, and untouched. The animals are hidden, not in fear, but in silence. The air up there is different. You breath it in like candy as it massages your throat and lungs. You find yourself running the trails, and driving the smooth roads with nothing in your way except the wind blowing your hair around, but you don't even care. All you care about is soaking in the sights. Hoping it will scar your memory, so whenever you close your eyes, you vision this! I, yet again, have been inspired from Glacier National Park. So thank you, God once again. [690]


"I am glad I never let go of anything I held as precious. I am not giving up being passionate about life. Forget acceptance. Freedom is attainable.
Its been the most inspiring thing that happened since I first smelled cold fresh air, when I was a little kid. I love the smell of cold fresh air so much.” - david graham


Thursday morning came, and it was time for me to say goodbye to Montana. Cameron made me a nice smoothie, then dropped me off in Somers, which is right by the Lake. On our way there, we saw another hitch-hiker also going to missoula. funny... Well we made our goodbyes in somers and from there, I walked holding my sign for a very long time. I heard a car come up from behind me, and i turned around to see a cop... He stepped out of the car, and told me someone complained about me, saying i looked way too young. Asked me my age. 18. Asked for my license. "California?.. what are you doing around here?", "Uh.. just visiting a friend..", "hm..." Then he did the normal routine, went back into his car and sat there doing who knows what for a long enough time for you to kind of forget what was happening, and then remembering by him finally stepping out of his car 20 minutes later. He gave me my license back, and said "well michael, travel safely", and that was the end of that, i think. And i keep walking. I walked then for the longest time. Miles. At least 5 i would guess, and not one person had picked me up. Then this one lady picked me up in a nice car. She said she saw me walking as she was dropping her daughter off at school, and still saw me. She took me to lakeside right down the street where she lived. Lakeside is beautiful as well. The name fits its apearence. Then from lakeside, i kept walking for a long time once again. A couple more miles until this one car literally slammed on its brakes right in the middle of the highway, and when i opened the door, loud rap music was playing from the car. I threw my stuff in and he slammed on the gas until he got up to 110 m.p.h., then set it in cruise control. He said he needed to go to Missoula by tomorrow. As we were driving past Elmo by the lake, we saw him again holding the sign out. He asked me if i knew him, i said no. So i asked the guy driving me, "so if you're not going to missoula today, where are you going today?", "He said, "hm... well i suppose i can just go to missoula today. Im supposed meet a girl there". So we were on our way to Missoula. I got good at reading people and guessing their current lifestyle. Married, single, rich, poor, etc. I noticed this guy had a buzzed head, and listened to "Tool" music, BUT he had just a plain white T-shirt on. I guess the army. And it turns out i was right. He just got back from Iraq for 15 months. He said he started out giving "special people certain foods", but got bored with it, so applied for a promotion to drive vehicles. Since it's so flat out there, they take these huge cars in long lines of about 350 and they drive over 100 m.p.h., which is why he drove so crazy. As we were almost to Zoo town, he asked me where i was from. I said Rexburg, ID. He didn't recognize it, but obviously knew where idaho was. He then said, "hm.. well i could visit my Aunt who lives in Idaho. she lives in Wendull" ... "cool" ... "okay ... yeah... let's go to idaho". Interestingly enough, i have convinced him to drive 300 miles out of his way. Cool! Directly after passing Missoula, he needs to stop for gas, so we stop at this bar. This bar was such a stereotypical bar. In front were two old guys with big beards and beers mumbling to eachother about who knows what and on the door to the bar was a sign saying "NO WIMPS" ... Welcome to Bonner, Montana. He kindly bought me a coca-cola, and offered to buy me lunch later in Drummond, but instead i busted out another pb+j . And we kept on driving. We stopped in Spencer to get more gasoline and he bought his girlfriend some earrings and showed them to me and said, "honestly, tell me what you think of them". We kept driving going record speed and when we cross the montana/idaho border, he stops, puts it in reverse and backs up to the sign and then takes a picture with his phone, and says "This girl didn't believe me when i said i was going to idaho..". Then he asked me to type in his texts for him. I gladly did, because i felt safer that way. I think i might have helped him break up with someone, because i was saying some nasty stuff. The music he listened to was pretty funny. It was feminine hip hop, hard rock, and patriotic country music. Eventually we get to Rexburg, and he gets on the 33 and the speed limit says "55", but he goes 120 and asks if me and my friends race on this road. I say no, because i don't have a car. Well in 4 hours he took me 415 miles ALL the way home to my driveway. I got home at 3 p.m. that day. It was a beautiful day. A lucky day. no, A blessed day. A blessed trip. A blessed Life. Many more adventures to come. Maybe not through hitch-hiking. Maybe i'll be rich enough to get a bus ticket. [1120]


"Boys climb mountains... Men climb mountains, then ski down" - Cameron Clark